Dear my closets friend, for you I will pretend

Dear my closets friend..
When you told the news, my heart shattered.
When you told of the pain that consumed you, tears poured down my face. My heart began to race as I began to pace. I'm at a loss for words... When you spoke of the tears you cried and how you have trouble just getting by, my heart shattered into unrecognizable dust..  To be here for you I must. Your pain is my pain. Dear Lord help us stay sane. Life is soo unfair! When I think of all you've been through it hurts. This is too much. But to be here for you I must, I will be the shoulder you can cry on, I'll be there. To show just how deeply it hurts I cannot, I'll pretend to be well,because that is what you need. I'll silently bleed out my heart, because you need me to be strong, and if I wasn't then everything would be all wrong. And so for you I will try my best to be strong.