I will be your column

I shed these tears down my pale cheeks. My heart breaking into bits and pieces from seeing you suffer and not being able to do anything. I know I can never be yours again but why am I hurting so much? I thought I got over you but seeing you hurting makes my heart weep. All this sorrow and grief ripping my soul to shreds. I have such a terrible feeling, I do not know what it means... But, I feel as if something bad is going to happen to you... My heart, all damaged and broken, is only beating for you. I'll chase you through your darkness then I shall grab a hold of your hand and drag you out of that misery. I will never allow anything or anyone to harm you. I have never been so true but if I were still alive inside I'd give my life to you. I'll chase away the darkness from your heart, from your mind far away from your life. I shall be that column which will support you no matter what. No matter if people will keep on hitting me, tripping me, beating me up or causing me harm in any way whatsoever. I shall give my life for you. I just beg of you to not give up. You can beat me up if you wish but just don't give up since I'll always be there for you... I will be your light in the dark... My only one.