Emotion

I was too anxious to fall in love
And then It happen...
.. And I was fallen to fast
Cause when I did...
I fell... To HARD...
And the one I thought, would cushion my fall.
  Wasn't really there to catch me at all..
.....So now....
I'm Numb and broken beyond repair..
Unable to feel..All because the one I loved couldn't just keep it real...
We went to far,Now I'm pushed over the edge....
  All becuase he made me feel less than low..
He took a huge piece of me..
 Now I'm a empty soul..
And I cant find this thing called ME anymore..
I'm lost cant even find direction.
         ..Stuck..
Suspicious of everyone's intentions...
     ...But Love what is it...
up's and downs,HIGHS & lows fuck it....
In's and out's why do we fall so quick...
...VICTIM....That is
See my hope has grew all to thin..
So issues yea i got those and who doesn't..
Maybe because nigguhs do dumb...SHIT....
And cant be real about it..
Take ya heart...Enjoy the beat..
When really they DGAF about it..
Whats joy when later you endure the pain....
Fuck a sad story this the truth of it all
Don't take my ladder if you don't wanna witness the fall...