my last words

i am done
i have been fighting a battle for years inside of me
nothing have seemed to work
why do i feel so helpless?
my parents think i am a screw up
everyone eles thinks i am a bitch
i mean maybe their right
i cant seem to do anything right
everyday i am slowly dying inside
all the happiness drains out of me
left with nothing
i hate myself for disappointing my family
maybe if i go all this would be over
all the stares and glances i get
the whispering behind my back
the looks of disappointment in everyones faces
cant they see i have been struggling for years?
dont they care?  does anyone care about what happens to me?
everyday i am surrounded by poeple, but yet how come i feel so alone?