Feeling after Love loss

Without you I am not human I'm like some kind of monster
Searching for you and your beloved heart

I'm begging for you to come back and cherish my love
I know you wont,so I shall continue to be in agony

My world has taken an ugly turn and my past becomes my happiness
You and your differences haunt me and I cant take it

People,family,and strangers walk around me and I stand still
The pain they can not feel and I die a little inside

My face can't smile and I become amused with the pain
I guess this is the depression after fame

You ignore my love and my callings
I wish I can return to yesterday and make that change

No second chance for me and our relationship
Whats the use of trying when deep down you regret it