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And dont say you understand how i feel because you dont. you have no idea how it feels to walk around in these shoes that dont fit. crawling, scraping my knees just to be able to look up at the light as it fades slowly. the end is near as i feel my heart stop in the thought o my agony in which you have caused. playing violin with my razor blade, the blood pours as the tears flow. why live if there is nothing to live for? people say they care about you, but in reality all they care is about themselves. let me be selfish just this one time. let me take what is not yours to touch, feel, or hold. let me take my life.