I Don't Understand

things were simple betweenus  when it was just lust
but now emotions are all mixed, seams gonna bust
I made an innocent post on about a song on facebook
how would I know that this is how things took the crook
now I'm all sad knowing you are all upset and mad
and here I am now,alone, missing you so very bad
when you first asked if I wanted to be more then friends
I had a lengthy list of all my potential boyfriends...
one by one I pushed them all away, hoping you'd stay
I mess up my words so much, so often,too often with you
now you're gone and I'm thinking what'd I do to make you go
I'm left laying here, my thoughts so damn loud, too loud
you were original, stuck out in this worlds faceless crowd
I'm not very experienced in this thing called life
I don't know how to use any kind of gun or knife
all I am is a, fickle girl, a silly teenage bookworm
head in the clouds, or deep underground watching worms squirm
I miss you and baby I really don't like being so confused
come back, please, I'll let you go if you feel so abused