Ode to Those

I'm so sorry that I broke us both.
I'm sorry that it was slow.
That I took little pieces at a time
from your resolve.
I'm sorry I'm so selfish.
That I tainted your
positivity
with my realism.
I'm sorry I'm not
perfectly customized
for you,
You ass-hat,
manchild who
fucking brags of
"Self-harming"
But lives in suberbs
with a mother who does
everything for you.