Hell and Freezing Rain

These shadows that surround me, Do they expect something of me
Do they wait for the dawn, Do they yearn for the light
They call to me, Ushering me to the edge of the depths
A sound I never hear, My heart beating is the only voice uttered

“Forced beyond; Pathetic and foolish of you”
So full of fury, My own hands seek my neck
To carry me through hell and the freezing rain
I have seen hell, And I have every urge to go back

Don’t let me go, Don’t force me to escape tonight
My heart is shown, In darkened rays and curious pulses
As the blood is forced out, As your voice fades out
I remember the moment we kissed, I remember the moment of my death

Was this you, Did you create such a manic show to entertain me
I always praised you for saving me, Never thinking you could’ve caused this
Was this me, Did I create such a manic show to entertain you
You always praised me for saving you, Never thinking I could’ve caused this

Shamefully, I hide my face in fear of your wrath
As you calmly wrap your fingers around my throat
Fearfully, I hide my eyes in fear of your tears
As you lovingly drag me to the death we created