Finally

All this time,
Wishing and waiting,
For my love
To realize love for me.
Hoping and wishing,
Praying for the first time.
Conflicting emotions run
Through my veins.
Until finally,
He sees.
Until he sees the
Sorrow leaving my heart every time I see him.

All this time,
Wishing and waiting,
For him to smile
And really mean it.
Loving words pass between us,
The day he really smiles.
The day he really smiles will be great indeed,
But maybe I've already seen it.
Maybe his smiles are real because of the people
Really smiling because of him.

I don't know what I would do without him
In my life.
I don't know what would happen
And how my heart would be left if he left me.

Questions un-answered,
Equations left un-solved,
But now I am happy,
Because he is mine.
Feelings found again,
Hearts united until they change.
Until we need room to breath
In the hopeless story called 'our lives'.