Happy Depression

Happy and strong,
Laughing with friends.
Smiling and yelling at others-
Feeling the same way I do.

Sad and alone,
No-one to tell.
Heart broken and dying,
Nobody understands.

Minutes pass with each phase-
My happiness just slips away.
But then,
I'm fine.
Completely okay with my life,
Smiling and laughing.
So happy,
But only for a moment.

People ask what's wrong-
Why there's sorrow in my eyes.
But even I don't know
Why I go from happy
 To sad in the blink of an eye.

My happy depression,
Is all that I hide.
Trying to keep it a secret,
But it only gets worse.