relapse recognition

Up all night looking for a fight. this town they call a city. its not so pretty. I always had alot of hope till the dope got me down. seems im always wearing a frown just like these people who claim to love you i feel so empty i cannot feel the firelike anger. washing down my pill with a little liquor they say after all its quicker. a feeling of no pain no problems only for the hour replaces my heart with a warm feeling throughout. Back to my darkness want to join me? If your a genius about it say NO if your appealed by it give in i wont judge or burn you dowj just always remember before u wore the Crown