In Through Down Elevator

Falling to pieces that are too many to even fathom their count
 Standing. ith my heart exposed to endure ache and break in vast amounts
Walking away from one broken heart directly following yet another
  Running  into the brick wall that Im told is love, by the one, then the other
Sitting in a pit of fire that freezes the melting slushy feeling of stasis
 Laying on the hard softness that both, push and pull then flees as it chases
Finding big pieces of a small whole-- engulfing the iciness that is my chest
 Losing parts of me in a battle none can win- unfinding the gist of the quest
Refraining from re-running the same conclusion for the infinite repeat
 Indulging, nonetheless, as I crawl into the den of the lion that awaits a treat
Assuring myself that there MUST be a future with hugs, smiles, and laughter
 Doubting that there is such a thing, someone's dream but, that's all I'm after
Beginning to realize that I am the ONE that loves me and will shape my heart  
  and life either for the worse or for the better
Ending where it must begin- ME- First make me happy so I seek your happy
 And in the end we'll begin to be happy together