My Night Light is No Sun

i've Been Here Before
Broken And Empty To The Core
My Shoulders Are So Sore
But My body Wont Let Me Be
iT Just Keeps pushing Me
i Can Handle The World's Gravity 
But i Cant Handle The Earth on My Shoulder
iT's To Much of a Harsh Reality 
For One Man Who Aint Superman
Okay i've Been Here Alone So Many Times
Broken And Drain out of a positive Personality  
A Thousand of Worries in My Head
And mind Has Been Butt Fucked
out of Answers To Save Me
i Fight To Stand Up
Only To Be knocked Back Down
i Wanna Get Up But My Fuel Tank is Low
And im Losing of Ideas To Go on 
iT's Crazy How This Happens
One Day Your Top of The World
You Got Everything you want
The Happiness,The Friends and The Girl
And in one Moment it All Disappears
Like iT Was All a  Hallucination
i've Been Here So many Times
But i Still Lose My Mind 
i Cant Find The Sun
Only A Flash Light 
That Runs out Power Every time
Someone Give Me Directions To The Light
Because My Night Light Aint Working So Good