I Live My Life , My Way

  

Life the game
we have to play
but no one wins because
we end up the same
people grin always
happy ,.insane
which ever it is
goes past me
to wide inane
am I in pain
what is this day
how many times have I now
lost my space
or been replaced
and fucking defaced
to the height of disgrace
I go crazy,  tracing
around your face
hoping to praise
what's not mine , so fine
but I'm ok
because they pray
drinking wine on , sundays
to some wise old
paraphrase
of black and white
in a bold adage  
from olden times
of a gone age
but I then stray  
from the page
away
and in full blown rage
wrong , pronged and pointed
songs , strong , didjointed
in this life game
I see skyways
right through the maze
the fractured craze
the haze that makes us jagged
and , turn to jade
I just run ragged
and , show up late
fuck up my date
open up hate
and go around in circles
doing full figure eights
opening cans of worms
and , locked up gates
there are no reinbursed
lifes , that you can take
in this life game
no cheats were made  
or rules displayed
I need to fade
into your , beauty array
your hall of fame
that waters
all of my , dry
grounded old planes
I need a bay where life  
won't wash away
so baby turn the knife
or put the blade away
whichever you'd like
I'm a happy
love slave.