A Slaughter of Innocence

I still feel hell, But I no longer feel the heat beneath
I still feel heaven, But I no longer feel the angels lifting me
I still feel soil, But I no longer feel my feet guiding me
I still feel stars, But I no longer feel you watching out for me

This has never changed, How could it and how will it
When I could never give enough of myself away
I have given everything that I am to make this stay the same
In this place I have found rest, In this place I have found peace

Inside this war I am welcomed home, A slaughter of innocence
My halo was shattered so long ago, My wings lay broken and beaten
Brothers fall and sisters cry out; “Don’t fall to the demons inside!”
It’s already too late, I’m already a casualty in this war of virtue

I remember the second I hit the bottom, The rocks that hit bone
I was so surprised, But so curious, I chose to find my footing
That day was the day of my death, I have never found my way out
I only have myself to blame, I never needed a savior until today

Carry me out, In your gentle hands and your weathered embrace
Lift me up, To skies of clear grace and fallen tears of crimson
As the angels weep for my soul, As the demons vie for control
Claim my heart as yours, And know that I am finally free