Hateful love

I almost made it...
I almost escaped...
You shoved me out the door...
So when I left and said my farewells..
You reached and grabbed me again...
I was so close to making it out...

Why did I have to say my farewells...
It only angered you...
I forgot how cynical you are...
A brief sense of hope...
Darkened by your hatefulness...
I thought it would be a painless goodbye...
But as I walked towards the door...
You threatened my soul..
My life...
Oh my God, how you fill me with strife...
Chained to you...
Forced by blackmail...
You pierced my heart with a nail...