The Spirit Angel

She awoke. Her heart weeping. He had given her so much pleasure with his words of love and devotion. He had spent hours with her speaking to her with such trusting softness that slowly melted her heart enough to let him slide into it. She was caressed by his warmth and love for her and she needed him now like a drug to keep her going. To keep her at the constant high she felt while he could be with her. To have his words whether written or spoken it did not matter. She had never experienced anything like him before. It was magical, wonderful, incredible the way he made her feel. She could sense his presence with her even though he was so many miles, physically away from her. The things he did to her were other wordly. She could feel the intensity of love and desire he held for her in his heart. And yet, she realized how quickly it could be taken away from her. In an instant if he so chose to. And suddenly she could not breathe from the fear of it. Her eyes watering large droplets of rain, her heart wrenching in pain at the mere thought of his parting from her. And somehow it was the most painful thing she had ever experienced. She had to do something to make him realize how strong her love was for him. That even though they had never even touched physically, he was wrapped around the bands of her heart and soul as if they had always been intertwined this way. She had to go to him. And the only way she could do that now, was to let her soul seek to find him. She had to let her spirit rise away from her to be with him. She knew how dangerous this was for her. She would not have much time. But she had to do it. She forced her spirit away as she drifted into a deep sleep from which she may never return. Her beautiful spirit rose away from her in a mist of white and as fast as she could she flew to him. His heart was a beacon of light for her and it drew her to him. She was there now with him. Floating gazing down at his beautiful face. She moved closer to him and she could here his smooth ryhtmic breathing. She could see his heart beating so gently. So slowly she laid down beside him so not to disturb his peaceful slumber. She nestled against him and wrapping her misty glow around him, blanketing him with her love. She pressed her lips against his cheek and with her soft hand she smoothed the doubt and worry from his brow. His skin so warm and smooth against her. But she had to hurry she was losing time. She leaned in and gently pressed her mouth against his ear. She told him in such a gentle whisper that was sure to reach his heart, she uttered her words of love for him telling him in her soft ethereal voice how much she loved him and needed him and needed to be by his side for eternity. And that she could never let him go. That the universe had already decided their fate and there was no undoing what had begun. And her voice and words coursed through his veins, and wrapped themselves around his heart. And even in sleep he spoke her name, and love for her over and over. And she was filled by the pleasure of it. Her spirit glowing brightly beside him as if she were a star pulled from the night sky nestled against him. And she breathed in his warmth and love and gave it right back to him as only her spirit was allowed. She held onto him so gently a misty white blanket of pure love. And ever so slowly she pulled away to go back to her body which needed her to survive. But now having been here and seeing him and holding him and their love for each other coursing through each other, tearing herself away from him was a toture she had never experienced, but she must or she would lose him forever by her death. And that was the only sure thing she knew in that instance. That that would truly be the only way they would part. She was his from now until death did part them. She caressed his cheek, and kissed his sleepy eyelids so gently, and kissed his lips which uttered the softest moan and he whispered her name and she knew then that he understood how much she loved him. And her spirit soared with the joy of it. And she knew she could safely return to herself and be whole again filled with his love for her. And now her tears were beautiful drops of dew that glistened on his skin filled with her love for him to nourish him and for him to feel her presence and love till she could return to him whole. And ever so slowly her spirit lifted away and hung in the air all around him so he could breathe in her essence for always. And she drifted melted away back to her waiting body. His warmth still nestled inside her and she climbed back into herself and her body shuddered and breathed in everything that he was. And she slept more peacefully than she had since she was a small child. Her spirit finally at peace, knowing she had done all she could to proclaim her love for him. And even though once again they were so far apart, there was a strand of light and love that ran between them that could never be broken.