suicide note...

dear manisha,
 
I'm leaving this world,
these are my last words.
remember I told you once that I would die for you,
you didn't believe me
but now you will see
I have slit my wrist already  
the stains on this sheet are of my blood
if you still don't believe it and take it as shit like my previous statements
then find it by yourself
there will be no psycho
following you from tommorow
I wish I could kiss you before I go
but I cant coz I have already eaten too much peace of your mind.
I remember the look in your eyes
when you see me chasing you.
I was never a pervert,
no..I was just a lover
a retard in your words
I can't write no more  
this opening is draining me  
easing the pain in me..
I'm fading out
hell is opening her wide mouth
to swallow me
I'll cherish your pictures close to my lips
but no I won't haunt you in your memories
 
 
 
 
                                                   your mad lover,
                                                   cy.....