Why?

Why do i need the pain...need to sting,burn,ache?
Is it the fatc that it's such a relief afterwards...the chance of feeling Him hold me till it's better?

Why does my heart race...every time i get a simple message from Him?
Is it the anticipation,the desire,the joy?

Why is it so hard to do anything...without thinking of Him,
wondering what it would be like if He was here,
If He could see me...touch me?

Why is it so easy to love Him so much...more than words could ever say...more than i could ever show?
Why didn't i meet Him years ago...all this time without Him?
All these feelings,emotions,needs...waiting...for Him to arrive?

i ask myself these questions,but i know the answers...
Our bond is so strong...the waiting is over...our time is now...
And forever more...