Love me one last time for the last time

Forgive me for forgiving myself on your behalf;
Forgive yourselves too for looking at life in a different direction,
For it is only a matter of time,
A matter of time before that intermittent lassitude descend on me...
And i shall hold the hand of the little boy i used to be and walk away.

I lost all i had to give and this is all i leave you with;
A simple yet grueling try of loving me one last time,
I want you to love me one last time for the last time,
One last time for who i will foever be;
"A Kachikau born and raised poet!"

This is the life i sought for the rest of my life;
This is the life i fought for; for too long.
A life that is not determined by what is good or wrong,
A life that time cannot predict!