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"You"

I despise how you make me feel,
How I can't ignore you without feeling the guilt.
I hate how much I need you there,
Listening with your reassuring eyes, showing how much you care.
I loath how much I need your touch,
And how I still love you oh so much.
I despise how much I want you with me,
When I know it's not meant to be.
I hate how much I think of you.
You leave me speechless with everything you say or do.
I loath how much I want to hold your hand,
Not just when you need me there, to listen and understand.
I despise how much I want to believe in your words.
When the last time you lied, it really hurt.
I hate how much I want to believe you need me,
Believing it would erase all doubt and jealousy.
Most of all... I loath how I fell so deep,
And how I still continue to sink.