Reality

Trust broken.
Lies spoken.
There's nothing here that's worth anything.
Not anymore.

I lay there on the floor.
Sobbing in silence.
As I drift off to sleep.
Hoping that for once,
I finally cut too deep.

I want to put an end to my sadness.
I want to end this madness.
Once and for all.
I just wish you would let me fall.

You hate me, remember?
You just pretend to love me because there's no better waste of your time.
You always tell me that in an argument.
Every... single... time...

Thanks to you.
I hate myself.
I hate everyone else.
And I don't want to cry for help.
Even though I know that I cut too deep.

Good bye world.
Reality sucks.
Get out while you can.
Before you're like me, stuck.