Yes! Go!

What if by yes, I meant no
What if by stay, I meant go
What if I love you
Meant I wanted to die
What would you do
Would you even cry
Or would you pretend it was okay
That I'll be able to move on the next day
Would you ignore my cries
Would you continue your lies
Would you let me believe you did care
Would you still be there
What if by of course, I meant not a chance
What if by sort of, I meant not even in a trance
If I said I was fine, would you see
That something was bothering me
If tears were coming down, but I said I was okay
Would you let it go and look the other way
If you really loved me
Why is your voice gone
What if I said it's up to you, whatever you want
To allow myself to remain strong
Instead of yes, I should have said no
Instead of stay, I should have said go