Can we go back?

There's days where I still want you back in my life, every day for the rest of my life.
I want you to bring us back to the moment when our eyes first met and where we first connected. I want you to make me fall for you all over again, but still make it feel like it was the first time. & I want you to fall madly in love with me too.
I want us to fit together perfectly again, like how we used to. I want us to be like a puzzle again, where without the other one, we'll never be complete.
I still love you, despite the fact that I tell everyone I don’t. I still love you, despite everything that you've done.

I don’t want to be like this anymore…. I don't want to see you every day and act like there was nothing there. I don't want to hear your name and cringe at the pain that it reminds me of. I don't want to see someone that looks like you or that has the same color eyes as you and it remind me of the innocence that I once seen in you.

I don't want it to be like this.