"IT"

Fuck your lies i do despise. I am deprived I do realize.

why all the worry or all the stress? i can't ever seem to catch my breath.

I bleed your name as we hang out all day,yet it is insane to feel this blame.

Another once said a convience I was, struck me real deep cuz I believed that I was.

I paced back and forth all night as you slep. and never did you know of all the tears that were weap. I am upset! Yes I lied to you. I didn't know how to say the truth. i am fed up with just kicken it all the time...if thats what i wanted then guess shit would be fine. I'm atmy end now decesions to be made. I guess this is good bye cuz now I feel played. I stayed and I waited for you to make me your own. All for you to make me feel like your again on one of your old familiar roads! to be compared to those you gave yourself to yet i am not worthy of your love. so i guess i'll go my own way to finally find true love..im only sorry you couldnt let it be you.