my fate my life my death

Alone and in tears I think of the past
Remember the sadness its all I have left
being with you went away too fast
In tears and on the floor again I am alone

Death on my mind, how should I die?
blood pouring out I cant tell if its mine
fate which has my life when will it end
raining on me or do the tears come from my eyes

where is the person who wants me alive
who is the person who will stop my tears
when will I ever be saved
what will you do if I never come back

now I know my fate and will leave
the vein that is open from which I bleed