What's hidden...

What is the price I pay if I say,
I love her.
What is the price I pay if I say,
I need her.
What is the price I pay if I say,
I want her.
What lesson is learnt if,
I can't find her anymore.
What lesson is learnt if,
She is never here.
What lesson is learnt if,
She doesn't come home this time.

But me,
I'll be there until my heart turns blue.
But me,
She always could see right through.
But me,
I give my all.

What's hidden within this twisted mind.
What's hidden behind this gray sky.
What's hidden away from you and I?

Where's the wrong within the right?
And where is all the pain in happiness?
And how come the rain comes only when she's gone?

I think it's safe to say,
I'm exhausted from all of this hurt.
I've became so fragile without her.
Nothing...
But a total wreck without this girl.

If she leave's and leave's for good,
Let's just say I'll be nothing...
Nothing but a useless mess with nothing left...
Let's just say I'm ruined...