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Why
drugs ruined my life.
im talking hardcore drugs.
not pot or pills or whatever,
not whatever the fuck stuck up people consider drugs.
im talking the big M.
The Monster.
meth.
i see nothing wrong,
with taking a toke or two or seven,
of weed.
theres no problem swallowing pills.
but everytime i seriously think of the monster,
i want to torch everything it consists of.
all of that so,
why do i sit in pain because i want it?
cry because i cant have it.
why do i fight the urge to sell everything,
to get an eight ball.
tell my why i hate the monster,
but i want it so bad.
im talking hardcore drugs.
not pot or pills or whatever,
not whatever the fuck stuck up people consider drugs.
im talking the big M.
The Monster.
meth.
i see nothing wrong,
with taking a toke or two or seven,
of weed.
theres no problem swallowing pills.
but everytime i seriously think of the monster,
i want to torch everything it consists of.
all of that so,
why do i sit in pain because i want it?
cry because i cant have it.
why do i fight the urge to sell everything,
to get an eight ball.
tell my why i hate the monster,
but i want it so bad.
Published 25th Sep 2013
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Anonymous
26th Sep 2013 9:27pm
i stay away bad purchase plesure
ruthie.
ruthie.
27th Sep 2013 2:58pm
I like this a lot because I can relate to that feeling of the internal struggle, Ive always felt like I have an angel and devil screaming at the same time, I've done a lot and let me tell you if I had access to it and thank god I didn't, I think meth would have killed me bc I prob would have gotten hooked so bad. I saw a program once where they related meth to coke, and said that coke activates the dopamine receptors 10x the normal amt and meth activates dopamine receptors by 150X I can't even imagine, hope you are doing better with it
27th Sep 2013 10:24pm
thank you, im doing a lot better. its just when I have to talk about it, or read about it. I lock my self in the bathroom to stay away from anything that could get me to it.
