Relapse

Around and around,
And around I go.
When will this be over?
I don't fucking know.

Time and time,
And time again.
I sit here and ponder.
Where'd it all begin?

Around and around,
And around once more.
Never again.
Why the fuck did I score?

Over and over,
And over I lapse.
Sweet temptation.
I can't escape its grasps.

People and places,
And this disgusting thing.
Another relapse.
Fuck. I'm trapped again.