Cry

I’m not going to cry over you
Not even for my hormones
That play with my emotions
Not for the temporary lack of love feeling
Or the over analyzing
My head does without my permission
I won’t do it
Not for tears that sneak up
And try to escape
For no apparent reason
Never for the ridiculous sense of loss
My heart feels when words are left unspoken
That lead to the stabbing you inflict
Over and over
Not for the raging war
In the pit of my stomach
That just won’t subside
Not even for that
I just won’t do it
I refuse
To cry over you