as long as i have my weed

when im high i don't feel pain.
my emotions go blank.
i feel happy but its not true.
its the chronic that makes me feel okay.
how every day i wake up wanting to be high.
i want to feel numb i hate all this pain.
school is hell when i don't smoke weed.
weed is my everything don't take it away from me.
its my way to feel free.
my brain is fried but thats okay.
all i wanna do is get high i just love the feel of the herb.
my friends think im addicted.
i dont care as long as i have my weed i dont care one bit.