My Friends First Poem (Future Member)

 I am not the same I used to be
I was happy, joyful and free
Now I am trapped by feelings of pain and anger
What happened to me was a tragedy
I was supposed to be your baby boy
But what you did was turn me into your sex toy
You made me think everything was alright
But now I am in a fight for my life
I can’t escape the horror you put me through
Maybe a gun will do the trick
Bring me down like a ton a bricks
Ease the pain and make it end
Heal the wound nothing else seems to mend
I hate what you did to me, but don’t try to make up for it, don’t even bother
The one thing you are not, you are not a mother
You are a monster for what you did, but there’s one thing you should know
I will overcome this pain, I will and it will show.