You Were Gone

You stayed for some time 
To comfort my being, 
To make me feel at home, 
To silence the voice 
Of loneliness, 
And to kill the pain 
Of incredulity 

I enjoyed your company 
It helped to fill 
The void between 
Humanity, sanity, and I. 
But then you were gone 
And broke the walls of 
My existence once again 

Your leave was unbearable 
You took away 
My very life and soul 
When you left. 
My thoughts returned 
To that same 
Cloudy state. 

Together, 
We rebuilt the bridge 
Of trust. 
But alone, 
You singlehandedly 
Killed the instinct 
Of love. 

Often times I wonder 
Why you chose 
To enter my life, 
Leave your everlasting mark, 
Then vanish 
As if we 
Had never coexisted 

I don't need you to live 
But without you, 
I don't want to live. 
The purpose of my 
Disingenuous existence 
Just isn't sound
Without you here 

All that's left for me to do 
Is to wallow 
In the faint memories 
We shared 
And bathe in 
Our succulent 
Experiences 

And I can't help but to wonder 
"Where did you go?