Reflection

I didn't have that motivation
Mindstate in that spiraled out constillation
Progressive devistation
Anger held towards the nation
further divided me, My soldier psychology
Acclimated to the darker side of me
No trust, nothing but lies to me
The other half unnoticed must of slipped away silently
Left with only this overcasted shadow
Ninja warrior in the smoke clouds here to do battle
Fighting the war, raging bloodlust
Found myself hitting the mirror
Glass shards and blood drops
Don't never the war stop
Most found on chess boards waiting in pawn shops
Weaker strains always follow the strong thoughts
To stay on top
You sacrifice, suffice to say you shouldn't cherish your life
Holy Scriptures & past evidence reflect that we all die
Stereotype, Strong ties to the physical
Madden my mental
I don't differentiate
So call me a Biochemical renegade