For My Ex

That night I was unsure
I was weak and vulnerable
And confused

You didn't care to comfort
That was not your intent
I was a fool

You hit me at my soft spot
Not physically but with words
How cruel

You clouded my head somehow
With those poisons you'd always
Affected me

You turned me away from  
My hearts true desire
My true other half

The small affections I still had
Buried deep but there stupidly
You found them

The friendly compassion I held
Leftover from what was once love
It's gone

I'm done with you and your tricks
Choking you to death...
Would be lovely

How many lies and hearts?
How many have you played?
Too many

Fuck you and your handsome face
You're an ugly gift inside a lovely package
I hate you

I know now who I want
And I'm his forever and always
You're dead to me