My Sincere Apologies

I want so badly to give you my heart
I want you to keep it safe for me
To keep it warm
To make sure that it still beats faster everytime you're near me

I want you to teach it how to love unconditionally
To give it a reason to trust
To teach it to be a better judge of character
And to let it know that you will guard it with your life

But,I can't
I can't because I don't have it with me
See this hole in my chest?
Yes,where blood is pouring out?

I gave it to someone a while back
I gave it to him to keep it safe and he failed
He shattered it into a billion pieces
And buried it somewhere dark...somewhere far

So I am sorry for not being able to give it to you
I am sorry for not being able to love you
I am sorry for not being able to trust you
And I am sorry for not being able to be with you