Want

Wanting him, always wanting him now. The feeling of his arms around me pulling me closer. The feeling of his lips pinning me to the ground. Wraping up in him. Feeling his slow heartbeat and breath as he sleeps under me . Haveing every good feeling that is possible all at once it almost gives me a high. But none is love... only lust, but this... it feels more like love than ever before, and now that its gone it feels like im missing a part of myself. One little night is all it took to feel so good then so bad, so fast. But maybe thats just what he's good at, makeing girls think the passion is true. I know that morning was bullshit. It ment nothing to him, and I know it should be the same for me, but I cant help it. Things like that meen something to me. I should have known this was gonna happen. Now he tells them it was just a one night thing, that he doesent even like me back. How can this be? How could I get myself into a mess like this? And more importantly, how could I be so stupid?