Don't try and figure me out.

Long streams of inoccent dreams question me of the first degree

A murderer of love  
A pro at the game push and tug

get too close
Than dissipate like a ghost
Scared of love being just a hoax

Tried to prove me wrong that there are good guys
I still feel like what you say to me  are lies

I feel like a burden I'm too much work
Try to win me over,  still treat you like a jerk

honestly it's just a protective instinct
But to me it feels like and abandoned precinct

I want my heart to be able to feel again but I guess it just needs some time to mend

damn you , you demanding muscle
Why can't you be more trustful

Gave yourself away to some scummy  guys
Now when you hear the truth you take them as lies

You've created a horrible image for Humanity
Maybe it's time to think and zone out into my vanity

Up all night questioning myself why
Even tried out questioning to the sky

Try to force myself to feel again
But there's way too much going on up in my head

Maybe I'm just one of those people better off alone
Should probably leave my thoughts up inside of my dome

No reason for anyone else to feel the way I do
so expressing myself to anyone is definitely cruel

No need for the burden of my messed up my mind
To take up anyone else's time

Deep thoughts I'll just write them down
I'll just get them all out because there's no time to frown

Like a puzzle that you are trying to figure out
But when you get bored I'm sure you'll put me down