DUE FOR CHANGE

We need some change
This we both agree
I know life's been hell
Livin it here with me
Ur a hell of a woman
For standing your ground,
Fighting for what u believe in
And not backing down,
I give u props
Rather you know it or not
And a happy marriage and a son
Is something that cant be bought
I'm definitely fucked up
There ain't no doubt about it
I get some fucked up urges & feelings
I have a hard time fighting it
I lost all control
When i fell of tbe edge,
Kaos became my mind set
And drugs were my meds
Everyday seemed like forever
The days just drug by
Do my best to kill myself
Just wanting say goodbye
But u ain't goin nowhere
When it aint ur time to die
I didn't have no one to talk to
Or sit down next to and cry
Drugs r my shoulder
And kaos r my tears
Staying high as hell
Lets me deal with all my pain & fears
Lord, I love u
Deep down in my soul,
Maybe one day soon
God will help me gain control
Change up my game
And tighten up my jaw
I'll be the changing'st motherfucker
Y'all ever saw
Let's  get thru this
And roll the fuck out,
And show ourselves
What give and take is all about
U with me or against me
Let me know right now
Make your choice by this evening
Before we head back out of town