Careful of the Side Affects

She is stronger
She has the power
She lies in wait
Knowing at any moment
Any millisecond
She could take over
Conquer every part of me
Suffocate me 
That is way too 
Merciful
She feeds on this
The fear and doubts

She whispers to me
Sometimes she screams
Sometimes she taunts
She use to cut me
She use to break me
SNAP!
She would toss me in the fire
She would laugh as I burned

She has all the control 
Yet none at the same time
Like she is the horse and I the rider
I like to think I am in control
But anytime she could throw me
Right on my ass with possible injuries
Or in this case, definite injury
Possible death
Definite pain
Emotional turmoil
Heartache
Easily irritable
And etc. 

Simple side affects
Simply and dangerous
Especially for us