Lose thoughts (very freestyled"

Sitting down paranoid looking around
scared for what I've done I'll soon be found
fuck a fake smile I walk around with a frown
I can do what I want because I run this town

Careless with my movements because I don't give a fuck
I hang around no one I wont be caught with a slut
have nothing to lose its not me talking tough
not guna be stepped on anymore, I had enough

move so swift you never saw me comin'
shit just went black and all you heard was thumpin'
mentally you weren't prepared,aint that somethin'
not waiting on karma to handle it because she keeps on frontin'

hows it feel to be taken unexpected
your not a man your everything less than
you steel your sex and leave people a mess
now its you who needs to under go the stress

got you just how I want you, clueless
get you out in the dark, shoeless
whats wrong cant recognize my deep breaths
how about if I put your hands on my breast

it hurts even more when your helpless huh?
handcuffed in the middle of no where, far
I'd beat you so you couldn't scream for help
and break your knees so you couldn't walk yourself

you stole my childhood so how do I steel yours?
burn your family home and ruin your dads precious work
its cool he deserves some hurt too
he walked into the room he knew what you where up to

for now on all this is just a thought
a fucked up dream and ideas that I fought
because unlike you I am not heartless and cruel
I would never act upon the thoughts I have, ha you better prey that that's true