this is our goodbye

im gonna try not to cry,
but I know this is our goodbye,
there's so many things I wanted to say,
but now there's not another day.
I wish you weren't leaving,
I wish you'd stay,
I wish you'd just find another way,
maybe just stay one more day?
so I didn't have to feel this way.
what I didn't tell you, but wanted to,
all the times you said I love you,
I wanted to say I love you too,
I don't understand it, I never did,
maybe that's why you left when you did.