Look Away

When you see me
Look Away
If I come near
Look Away
Do not look towards
the fat and ugly
monster that lives
inside my body
Pure fat oozes
out of my pores
It is disgusting
it is gross
it makes me want
to vomit
Vomit out the
disgusting
Look Away
Do not peer into
my soul
You will not see
me
You will only see
the disgusting
fat that surrounds
me
Look Away
People tell me
that I am classy
beautiful
not fat at all
But how can they
say these things
when they are not
true
Look Away
Do not be disgusted
Hurt and pain
have always followed me
Everywhere I go I
hear the snickers of
the thin people
trying to whisper
so I do not hear
"Doesn't she know
what a diet is?"
But I know
I know
that the whisper
was meant to be heard
Look Away
do not make your
self vomit out
your mouth because
of me
Oozing fat from
the pores
from the very soul
within me
It is everywhere
Disgustingness
Grossness
Fat
Frightening
Fat
Just
Look Away!