I profusely apologise

I profusely apologise that you feel pressure
and think I have no empathy.
I do care, I do make you matter,
but I want you to know this.

Yes, I am pushy,
but I push to give my love.
I get a limited time with you because I do,
but I don't want you to feel that you need your distance.

I know you dealt with it longer than me
and I can see the pain within
Although not too much
Because you dont want the risk

Please, give me a chance to show you how I feel.
With a little time we get,
I don't feel I can show you my inner emotions.
I withhold them from you, which you don't want.

Tonight was a chance
I could relax
But instead, it came out
At the most inopportune place

I went to earlier,
but I was enjoy our atmosphere
So please, I appeal to you
Give me a chance, more than just once