your the reason--

My heart is breaking each time you say my name.
You claim I'm your everything --
but im really a bad habit you can't break.

You have me hidden in the shadows.
Chained down.
No voice to scream out.
I watch in pain when she's in your arms.
I've become addicted to the very thing I never had;
Which was your so called "love".

In my mind, when we 1st met I never felt something so strong, love at 1st sight (I believe) but that's all it was.
Here we go again- this unending cycle of playing hide n seek. Only its taking you a lifetime to find me.
And now all of a sudden you went and left, strung me along.
You should of just pulled the trigger; Would've been quicker.
Instead of leaving me here to bleed; heart dead, empty and hollow.

Don't even realize the ways you've hurt me?
always knew it wasn't meant to be...
But I've become addicted to you, Like a heroin addict.
Breaking into a sweat when I go without a taste of you.
Alone. Balled up in a corner.
Pain surging through me.
Body trying to wean itself off of you.
This is what I get for wishful thinking, It'll be hard to give myself to another; don't want to risk heartache like I did with you---

Now...

Here I am tonight, gazing at the starts, the pain stops here. cant say goodnight, bus wont stop for you. breaking this habit, saying Good-Bye.
Gazing into the stars, finally able to breathe.