Suicide Note...

Please don't miss me,
wipe away my blood and kiss me,
life tearing me down for years and years,
please don't cry for me, i'm not worth the tears,
I am a horrible person, no need to be alive,
I tried to stay strong, I tried to strive,
for my fate is all known, it is all clear,
that I have no further motivation to be here,
I need someone to listen or just understand,
but nobody ever gets me, or reaches out a hand,
this world is nothing but a sin,
it started to drag me in,
tremendously yearning for this place,
that doesn't exist in reality, fills my soul with disgrace,
I don't know who I am anymore, iv'e become something new,
something I want but don't need, with only one thing to do,
die...