Never Hurt This Way

I've never hurt this way
Struggle to get through the day
Anything to take my mind away
From the harsh words I heard you say
Running through my mind
Over and over
The tears start to fall
And I know it's not your fault
So glad I finally know
It was never love
But just a show
I know I have to go
But knowing what I know
I still love you so
What could I have done
To be worthy of your love
I know I'm better than this
You don't deserve to be missed
Feeling so dissed
Makes me fucking pissed
I gave all I had to give
You're my only reason to live
When will the pain stop
Will it ever go away
Trying not to cry
All I want is to die
You were my whole life
Dreams of one day being your wife
Your words cut like a knife
Basically being told
I'm nothing but a hoe
U never cared to hold
U never cared about me
Not a little not at all
My heart is truly breaking
The pain I just can't take it
Thinking there's no way I'm gonna make it
Chest hurts
Can't breathe
Can't sleep
Can't eat
What the fuck have you done to me
Destroyed my pride
With all of your lies
But at least now I know you never wanted to me mine
Why you never made time
Why all you've ever done was make me cry
Why deep down inside
You've probably been wishing I would die
So lucky for you
I'm out of your life
Forever
For good this time