to early but so late

5:35am I find my self awake .
I find my self many nights with
this fate .
Debating all the thoughts and
things in my life .
Watching the stars disappear
again but yet a little at ez to the
moment at hand.
Finding it hard to conjure  the
anger that used to boil within.
Creating new memories to
replace the old.
As the time is folding in on
its self as its forever passing .
I find it amazing and inconceivable
an unbelievable that we are
lasting though times are massing
Are we not just morfing in this
time that seems to be everlasting?
Starring into the sky kissing this
high.
Enjoying this moment as I make
it as small as it may be .
I'm floating away lost in the blue .
I finally find it troublesome to
stay awake in the starry morning
dew.
It's hard to stay awake when
I'm asleep .
Cause everything is not what
it seems .