Rebuilding Trust Made Fragile

Truth exposed, acts confessed, years of lies revealed.
Pain, o the pain inflicted on the one I love most.
Her righteous anger – you Betrayer of Trust – Get Out!

This is a drama that I wrote.
Couldn’t I see where it would end?

I search my heart and face myself, full of remorse.
We have (or had) so much. Have I destroyed it?
     We have had a lifetime of life together
     Sometimes we sing together
     We have been there for each other whenever needed
     We have a son together
     I am afraid of being lonely
     I feel awful that I am so hurting my wife
     I love her and she loves me
     She says "Choose, You Bastard"

But wait, she is coming home!
She texted “this speaks volumes”

I am anxious. What lies ahead?